10-06-2013, 12:38 PM
So-I come to the conclusion this is what me and my son have. I have always been uncomfortable under my skin and have searched every aspect of realms with closed doors for our "symptoms." See, we have a high potential to succeed with goals and dreams. But, something holds us back--I will never be good enough, I cannot do that, or we try and never finish a project. I am ruining my life because I am so incompetent. My fiancé gets so discouraged that we don't learn the way most people do. Then, we all get angry, self-contious, and afraid to try something new. I want to overcome. I'm 29 and my kid is 5. I want to break this cycle. So far, I haven't achieved as much as I would like. I need change so bad it hurts!