Jessica, I also rejected SPD as a legitimate issue when first told by an OT that my son had sensory issues. In my ignorance at the time, I thought it was something that was made up by somebody who needed to feel smart and find an excuse for their own child who had more problems than mine. Then reality sank in. Don't kick yourself for not getting after it immediately. You are not the only one to have a reaction like that. You are working at it now, and that is what is important. It is never too late to make a positive change. you and your child can do it together.

Consider having a behavior specialist come to your home and your child's daycare/school etc to see what is going on. They should be able to sit down with you and help you with strategies. Also consider having a formal evaluation by a child development specialist who can check for a full range of issues if things are still bigger than you alone can manage. There is help out there, and you are not alone.

You and your child will be in our prayers when we get ready for bed shortly.