Hi, I am a 42 year old woman, married with 2 boys 12 & 15. I have many, many issues. I have been married for 20 years now. I have PTSD, major depression, anxiety/panic disorders, ADHD. In the last 15 years, I have been on every medication, been to many therapists, had ECT, been through many tests, and seen many psychiatrists. At this time, I have been off of medications for the last year and a half, and do not drink at all either. I was allergic to my own progesterone, which ended in a hysterectomy. Basically I am a mental and physical wreck, but still in the game. I struggle every day, especially with my SPD, in all areas. I am very sensitive to chemicals, and EMFs. I feel like I need to live in the middle of the woods, by myself, to avoid all of the SPD, and other sensitivities. What do you do when it is so detrimental to you all day, every day? I am losing hope that I will have much of a life anymore - especially after a failed memorial trip - that I had to cut short, because of the smells and sounds. It is literally making me a social phobe now too. If there is no way - to get away from "major discomfort", I cant do it anymore. Major discomforts, that do not register as such, for the majority of people on the planet - let alone your own family. With all of my bad luck with doctors, in many situations, hundreds of times, I am not a fan of them anymore either. I cant imagine going this alone much longer. It is so detrimental to my marraige now too. My kids are what keep me going on.