Hello! I'm a 29 year old stay at home mom and an entrepreneur with a couple of businesses. I have not been diagnosed with SPD but I was diagnosed with ADHD, Dyslexia and Depression/Anxiety issues as a child/teenager. I have always had problems processing the world around me. I am socially challenged to the point that I have panic attacks when I think of being around people I don't know or having to talk to people. I have trouble staying on track when I am talking or doing simple tasks. I basically have all of the social/emotional symptoms of SPD. I can't drive much at all without having anxiety attacks, it has even gotten to the point that I am getting sick in the car even when I'm not the one driving just because there is too much going on around me. Lately everything is a big deal. My son talking, dogs barking, TV on, and all of the other noises seem to be attacking me all at once and then I have a serious meltdown. I have been this way for all of my life and no one seems to know why. To me, this is debilitating and frustrating because I feel out of control but to others I seem crazy and mean. I cannot handle for things to be out of place or messy and it's not because I want a spotless house, it's because I can't function when things are like that. I love my life, things are great! My son is amazing, I'm doing what I love, my husband is awesome and we are just in a great place but I am feeling like a crazy person because it seems that I am struggling to keep from having a nervous breakdown. Am I crazy or what??? How do I cope with this naturally?