My whole family talks about relocating back to California. My fiancé actually wants to move out there more than I do. In two months, our lease is up at this apartment, and we have to make a big decision. I just don't think I can handle that big of a change so soon... There's already so many things changing, and my adolescent life full of moving from place to place and never having a real home, I have major stability issues. Idk if I can be so far from what I'm familiar with. Plus we have no money and if we decided to move across the country, and it didn't work out, we would be SCREWED. It's a lot to think about.... I know I'd be happier if everything worked out, but it's really hard for me to believe that anything will work out for me.