I thought about that being an introvert, actually I'm not really an introvert but I seem like an introvert to most people. It's really an anxiety thing I think cuz sometimes I feel I need to do too much effort to talk to people. It's really related to my anxiety problems.

And when I know people really well there are 2 possibilities. I can laugh with them all day or they are not so intresting and then I feel the need to be alone because they don't seem to give me the level of stimulation that I need.
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It's really weird but I guess I do have SPD. It's kinda hard for me to realise, I just realised a year ago that I have OCD. While I felt OCD didn't give me all the answers and the meds I tried didn't help at all.

I feel like having sensory issues kinda caused my OCD behaviour I don't know if that makes sense. But I feel like OCD is a way to cope for the overwhelming sensory input I have sometimes.